Untitled like D'Angelo

Today is the 17th, my 2nd favorite number in the entire numerical library. Wild.

It's weird seeing people grow up, because you compare their lives with yours. My sister got her first AIM screen name, and she in the 8th grade. I got my first one in the 6th grade. It's just one of those things that I place side by side in our differences. I'm more social, she's just not that kind of person.

8th grade was the best year of my life. Before she went into the 8th grade I was just remembering all the good times that I had. I had hoped hers would live up to mine, but so far it hasnt. I guess its just a sign of the changing times. Kids are growing up so fast, I mean the thing I cared most about at that time was what songs they gonna be playing on Throwback Thursday. Now in 8th grade it's all about texting, who's "going out" with who and whatnot. It's pretty hard to believe how much different things are in 08 compared to 04. Makes me feel pretty old when I havent even hit 18 yet.

That's all, I'm just waiting on my California Angels fitted to come in, hopefully tomorrow, same with my Minnesota Wild.

My new bike is the shit btw. F a Fixed gear.

Can't be serious.

Haha I havent updated this thing in months. What can I say I got over my issues, and i'm good with em.

I stay away from people who give me stress for the most part. It's the best way to live life.

I'm moving out in 3 days or so, it's bittersweet. I been going on daily bike rides around the city of Anaheim, reliving all my good times. From getting poked in the eye on la palma, to kicking it after school on south street. I've got memories all around the city, I hope the city don't forget me, cuz I won't forget the city.

Dear Summer is perfect song to show my feelings towards leaving Anaheim, but substitute summer for Anaheim ha.

I'm probably gonna update this more often now since I really don't have shit to do.

- Brad.

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Now playing: Blu - PartyOfTwo
via FoxyTunes

"The story of Life is this..."

The story of life according to my boy Radio Raheem is basically the equivalent of a fight between love and hate. From my viewpoint, he couldn't be more right. Sure, at times it may seem that there is so much more hate in the world than there is love. But when you just sit back and look, there's alot of love going around in the world. Whether it just be love from strong friendships, love from a significant other, or love from family. Regardless of the time, there are always two things that will be absolutes in this universe, LOVE and HATE.

So Lent started today and i'm giving up getting music. I really don't know how this will turn out, especially considering it's so easy to obtain but I guess this is just gonna help me be able to stop, or slow down eventually. Just like the Dialated Peoples I can't live my life this way. Ha.

Club Rush Part II today at school, which I don't understand at all. I mean the school year is halfway over, and yet there is another club rush? If people wanted to join a club, I would think that they would have already joined by now, or at least would have gone to one meeting. Maybe i'm just upset that these clubs took over where I chill at lunch, regardless, it was a stupid idea because I seriously doubt that this second club rush will bring in any new faces.

With the start of the 2nd semester, there are bound to be tons of new faces in new places. I always thought that something like this was expected, however some people are still dumbfounded when they see a new person stroll into the class. Questions like, "is it just me, or are there new people in the class?" and my favorite, "who are all these new people?" Really? Is it that hard to get that people may have: joined sports, transferred periods, or just dropped the class? To me, it's common sense, but for others? I just don't know.

Either way, i'm still gettin mine...

"I simply am not there."

This complete Patrick Bateman (Christian Bale) monologue reads as follows:

"There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman, some
kind of abstraction, but there is no real me, only an
entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold
gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping you
and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably
comparable: I simply am not there."

from then on, the movie watcher knows that this man is an enigma. Someone who always shows one face to the public, and one face to himself. Sometimes however, his private persona finds a way to the public, and the people he deal with rarely tell the difference. But there is a difference, no matter what happens in the public, there always is a difference.

People always seem to put up facades, always. Regardless of the situation, you really never know a person until you spend time with them in private. People could be quiet as hell when out in public, and loud as hell when they are in private. But we always have to be able to find that happy medium between private personas, and public personas, without that, people will always be on one extreme side and that could really take away from their lives as a whole. Well yea thats the end of my rant on American Psycho, which is a really sick movie but entertaining nonetheless.

T-Pain, there is some public fascination with this man. He really has no talent whatsoever, other than he was once a rapper, and now he's been "ternt sanga". But how what T-Pain does is considered singing is beyond me. Really he just talks in his southern accent, some words spoken longer, and others spoken shorter. Regardless he doesn't really do anything. Sure on recording he sounds good, but only with that machine (it's name escapes my mind). I remember a certain live performance of his, and wow it sucked ass. That should have exposed him as a big enough fraud, however, the public, including myself, cannot help but listen to his music.

Well the New York Giants are champions of football, but they still are not a top tier team in the NFC. Any team can win a major sports championship as long as they play good at the right times. This past few weeks have just been the Giants's time. Hopefully the Falcons's time will come soon enough, but that's just wishful thinking.

Oh yes, well school seems to have been favorable today. My GPA won't be as low as I thought it would have been, but it's still low as hell (2.7 or 2.9), got some decent grades on my finals but nothing spectacular. Just happy to have gotten through first semester, only half a year left till i'm out of this garbage ass school.

Laura stop pissing me off.

Big Game Today

Well I don't have any thoughts on the game, I just hope they win.

"Rosebud"

I guess the main message of Citizen Kane is that money doesn't buy happiness. But to me that's a load of crap. If money doesn't buy a person happiness, they must have high ass standards for being happy. I'd go to town with all the money that my dude Charles Foster Kane came into, if only.

Oh well, UFC 81 is on today, and thanks to Gerardo I didn't miss the stream. TVU = that program. Oh well I hope Brock Lesnar gets tapped out, and I hope Tim Sylvia breaks his leg or something. Apparently i've just been informed that the stream is sucking out, hopefully it'll start to work again, or else.

Well all the power is back in my house after like 6 hours of work, and my iHome is really messed up cuz the numbers dont even show on the display anymore, i dont care though. Well, i'm pretty bored and I guess thats why i'm here. Well yeah I watched True Life: I Have Anger Issues or whatever the hell it was called, and I think i'm kinda like those people on there, except I know how to suppress my anger. Except for the times that I let it out on people, and for that I apologize, but they probably know I don't mean it.

My sister keeps bugging me every 3 minutes to check if her iPod is done synching, wow that is really annoying, someone coming every three minutes and says a mouthful, without saying anything. I hate that. If someone wants to say something just come out and say it, don't just stand there, it makes the hurt inside from the look in their eyes that much worse.

Anyway, the ppv pre show is started, and it really pisses me off cuz they just show the same thing over and over and over and over for an hour. I mean why don't they just show the preliminary fights instead of this build up garbage. Why would u waste a good hour just showing the same fighter comments instead of showing the good prelim fights (Handle Rob Emerson) which they show at the very end of the ppv when nobody is interested anymore.

Laura told me she wanted to be in the blog today so here it is.

"Whatever The Fuck Ever"

That's probably my favorite movie quote of all time. It explains so many emotions within you, without really saying anything. Malcolm X once said something along the lines of people who use profane language can't put their thoughts into real words, or something like that. Anyway that doesn't really matter I just needed a nice title for my first blog that nobody will prob read but I just needed a random ass place to get my thoughts out on so I guess this will be it.

So yea I went to Disneyland yesterday with the guys (nh) it was a pretty good time i'd say. Made a fool of myself as always, but basically took one for the team to let em know I go hard when it comes to having fun. Met my future wife, (I see you Shannon) and I know she was diggin me ha. Had some funnel cake, some good discussion you know, the whole 9.

So winter formal is today, i don't really know why I didn't go, didn't really have a good reason other than that my friends weren't going but I kinda regret it as I sit here and type this random nonsense. Well it kinda sucks just sitting here playing Forza 2 all day, watching Little Big League on HBO On Demand (CRACK) and I have the shakes right now for whatever reason. Oh yeah, the best show this side of Heroes came back yesterday, LOST. That show I swear to God makes me wanna crap my pants but I watch it anyway for whatever reason. It's cool though, but reading stuff about it just makes it worse but what can I say, now I know how that Crackhead from Chappelle's show feels (sorry I forgot his name). So many unanswered questions but whatever I don't really care, I just like the show.

Well sorry for the people who read this, i'm sorry I wasted your time cuz this was in no way worth reading but maybe someday something entertaining will be on here, like some videos or some pics or something idk.